Monday, June 9

Why I ..

because..
there's always reasonss,
yup!

Everythings that happened,always have the reasons why :)

it is really sad to go back to the school when some people are having their holiday
it is really hard though...
for me...

someone called me fat,
it hurts me so much!
since i was a kid

wht sins i've made?
do people hate fat people?
does life always works  like tht?

does life only means for the perfect-er?
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I hate when people call me fat
I hate when people look down to other people
I hate when people are not being true with theirselves
I hate provoking things
I hate when people are too obssesed with the 'A' gred and good results
I hate when people jugde some people because of their personality
I hate when people had no sympathy
I hate when I have a lot things to be hate.. 

I hate it...

But..
I found happiness..
Those questions on my mind..
There's no answers :)

why?
people are different
our personality also different

so,
to prevent ourselves from sad and many disasterss

is...................

to admit.

:)


we are people
with human being
we care
we love
we admit

it is true,that i've been hurt for a long time..suffering to admit that i am fat,nothing,low profile,crazy,sick..but!i know...when we die..we should just die..when we have to live,we should live..why bother with something tht can make us such em monster,hehe..i am fat,but i still cute ;) i am fat,but i still smart?i am fat but i still love people..for who they are.enjoy the little things,because it may cause your big event in your life,maybe :) because,i feel the rain,i see the sun,and appreciate living things,that's why i still can continue my journey in this world.. to seek freedom,to love,to learn,to stay and to go..
i see the world clear,and start happy with everythings..

and i start to understand the spell...